The Mind Is A Dangerous Place

Things that should boggle the mind but do not

Saturday, October 25, 2003

It is done. Goodbye marketing. Sleep now. Laters~~

I feel so happy today. Seriously, the day couldn't have gone better. Slept early yesterday and woke up at 1... heh, not a very good start to a so-called 'productive' day, but I awoke feeling refreshed and...dare I say it? Unstressed? Relaxed?
Managed to even get some work done. Now that my fren...is a feat.

Had dinner with Candz, where was it again? Red Silks. Some HK place, wasn't too bad. Hope Candice had a good time there...but it was what came after that was the killer. Can anybody think GREEK DESSERT? Chocolate Mousse, Mudcake and a honey donut. My heart was screaming by the end of it. We couldn't even finish the donut. But we had fun! Well, I hope she had fun, I noe I did. Talking crap puts me in a good mood... yes it does ;)

Had bubble tea with frens after that. And then POP AND MUSIC!!!!!! YESH!!! POP AND MUSIC!!!!! If you havent played it b4, you lose a chunk of ur childhood. Did you know that everytime you walk past the POP and MUSIC machine without playing it... an angel loses its wings? Think about it.... save the angels.

Gonna try essay now.... will keep my avid audience updated....

Btw, Candz, "Glutton Berg" to you ^_______^

Song now: Oni to Sakura (Pierrot)

Quote of the post: "You think that people would have had enough of silly love songs, I look around me and I see it isn't so...oh no." (Paul McCartney)

Friday, October 24, 2003

Start the car
I know a whoopee spot
Where the gin is cold
But the piano's hot
It's just a noisy hall
Where there's a nightly brawl
And all that jazz


Phew, the stress is all gone and I can start work again! Yessiree, no more whining and crazy antics til the next assignment! Be sure to tune in then! Was so stressed that I went walking around the city looking for stuff to buy. Call it er... retail treatment shall we? Anywaes, went down to JB Hi Fi for a look and instantly got the Amelie dvd. I mean, seriously, it's Amelie...at $20, who could resist? And got Chicago as an afterthought. And man, wat an afterthought it was! This show rox! I mean, the dancing and singing..ah... makes me wanna tap along. Catherine owned the stage. Even if she was a side character, she owned it. The rrrrs at the end of her words, the wild streaks, the pride and confidence, the boldness and that touch of class. She is a Goddess. She is soooo suited for the stage. Ahhh... wanna be famous! Damn, whinging again. What to do in this situations?

JAZZ BINGE!!!!!!!

Song now: Autumn Leaves by Bill Evans

Quote of the Post:

Cellophane
Mister cellophane
Should have been my name
Mister cellophane
'cause you can look right through me
Walk right by me
And never know I'm there
Never even know I'm there


Thursday, October 23, 2003

Dancing! Dancing! Floating crackle pop! Ballooning! Ballooning! Treesome Twosome Leavesome mop!

Come on everybody!!! DANCE GODDAMMIT! wheee. blah blah blah. thunderbolts and lightning. very very frightning me.

He looks at the gun. He picks up the gun. He draws the gun. And puts it back down. He keeps the pen after drawing.

SCREECH! BOOM! Bombs away! THIS IS DJ F16 IN THE HOUSE! YES, dammit! dun walk away! come back!!!!! Love me hate me but dun leave me! CAuse leaves taste bad... im serious. Like porcupines. Mmmmm... quills... me like. Gimmmeeee....

This has been a production by CADBURY PICNIC, goodness that shouldnt be eaten at 330am. Will PEP recover from near manic depression caused by stress? Will PEP dance around like a transsexual bunny on a hot plate forever? Will President George Bush decide that Mars made good cookies and the moon would like some bunnies too?

Find out tomorrow when "SNAILS GO MAD AND ATTACK PPLE FOR THE KICKS OF IT BUT PEOPLE THROW SALT AND THEY MELT *help me im melting im melting im melting* BOOYAAAAAAAH~~~~"

Quote of the Post (YES ITS ANOTHER ONE YOU STARLINGS BUT I LIKE IT...I LIKE IT.... MEOWZ TO YOU TOO FROGMAN!)

AHEM

Quote of the post:

A: The tap at my home has begun to leak recently.
B: Huh?
A: I think it's because the rubber gasket has hardened.
A: It hardens when it ages.
B: Oh... really
B: Nyamo, are you hardened too?

Ok, pple are getting tired of my whining but dammit, I HATE THIS ESSAY!!! I hate being so unprepared. Hate not knowing what to write and not having the answers at my fingertips and handing in something horrid. Yes, pple are gonna tell me to do something about it and to this lot I declare, "bugger off!" In english means "Go Away".

Found another primary school fren on Friendster recently. Sigh, I see her, and her adventures, read her blog, realise I was in the presence of yet another fine-toned mind. Which basically puts me to shame. There she is, gorgeous, smart, talented and deep. With an active social life and classy too. And here I am, whining. *points at BUGGER OFF sign* Man, all primary school frens become pretty/handsome, smart etc, and here I am, almost 21, peak of my youth, trudging through essays. Y Y Y? Muz be the water...or something I ate when I was a child. Or maybe an old man came down to me when I was a kid and I kicked him and laughed and he cursed me forever more. Or maybe aliens came from space in a metal grey flying thingy and took me up for a brain scan anhd realised I was too smart for the human race's own good and decided to dummify me. Maybe. Oh lookee here, a Picnic bar. Cool!

Song now: Departure (Kenshin)

Quote of the post:
BearZ|JAVADETH: incest me now


Wednesday, October 22, 2003

Wonderful days

A boy walks alone
His eyes they see no more
His hands were closed upon
A wish for life before

The star saw the boy
It wondered why he cried
"Child what caused you pain?
Who hurt, who fought, who died?"

The boy closed his sightless eyes
His voice rang out to say
"The skies have turned red
The Mother is dead
But we won, we won today."

The world was young and still
Was peaceful for quite a while
The people laughed and played
and the Mother watches and smiles

But that was soon to past
We should have seen a sign
Now the children scream out for
A woman we left behind

Then walls were built and kept
The world was not the same
And the children were made to fight
For all of Mankind's delight
A voice screams out their names

The Mother held my hand
She said that she did understand
And right before she died
She whispered "We tried"
And I roam all alone in these lands

The star cried along
Its tears, like angels, fall
It weeps a lonely tune
For a Mother, a boy and before

- PEP





Tuesday, October 21, 2003

*Takes out essay*
*Takes out lighter*
*Burns essay*

Sigh, would do that only if the essay was in a paper form and not in the damn comp. Firstly, I love my comp too much, and then, it aint cold enuff.

Today I shall rant about relationships. How good are they? Are they worth it? The pros and cons of relationships.
Yes, relationships are trying, frustrating and make u wanna tear ur hair out.
Yes, relationships require you to spend tons of time with your partner.
Yes, relationships mean you have to see the ugly side of your partner, and vice versa.
Yes, relationships involve love, comfort, things that sooth the human mind and heart.
Yes, relationships mean you will always have someone there for you, when all your frens turn away (those bastards).
Yes, relationships mean your hearts and souls are shared, two become one, together, yet, seperate.

Relationships are strange, funny, frustrating, lovely, hateful, perfect.

That's wat they are really. After reading that, realised they dun make much sense, but hey, neither does the world, but I still keep at it ;) So go call ur loved one, say you love him/her, say you want to be with him/her, go tell him/her what it is that makes them special. I would.

Song now: Sky (Wonderful days OST)

Quote of the Post:

Here we'll see
Love's lost tree
Made out of miracles

Emotions, crystal leaves
To cover me
And you in eternity

Each atom sing to us
Through the blood
"Love is a miracle"

Sings softly, it sings softly - Garden of Everything (Steve Contre)

Monday, October 20, 2003

How to know Spring is here
1)It's sunny
2)It's not
3)It's raining
4)It's sunny etc etc

Beautiful, hot night. Opened the windows and in the middle of the night, it poured. I barely had the heart and strength to close the windows. Spring is here, spring is here! Tom Leary would have something to say about it.
Watched a classic today. Get ready ladies and gents, it's TAXI by Luc Besson. How to describe it....sleek, action-packed, fast-paced, funny, coolness. Lec Besson is one of the best directors out there. Most of his movies involve cars, guns, money, sex... everything a movie should have. The Professional, Yamazaki, Wasabi, Le Femm Nikita are just some of this genius's accomplishments. Hmm.. wonder how directors do their job. Like what do directors do to be directors. Vision? Definitely. Style? Of course. Sanity? I doubt it. Hmmm... cool, maybe I shld be a director. And boss pple about. Great! Or maybe a chicken rice seller. Dammit, dunno wat to do. I need a goal. And a car. And a pad. And a girl. Am so NOT looking forward to bday.

Song now: Evil and Flowers by Bonnie Pink

Quote of the post:

Dr. Liew : "You don't have meh?"

RPCNs : "Wanna see which one better."

Dr. Liew : "You wish! I'm keeping mine."

RPCNs : "Yer..."

Dr Liew

Sunday, October 19, 2003

MY fingers hurt. From playing Winning Eleven 7 with a fren. I swear, it's so bloody addictive, bad for health man. Didnt do much today. Stayed at home most of the afternoon trying to work. Read through a couple of readings for my essay but that's about it. I went out for dinner and bummed at a fren's place, making up songs about chainsaws, playing a fish game and juz bumming. Bumming is great. U dun think, u dun do anything, u juz sit there, soak up the frenship and juz...crap. Very relaxing. Try it something. Destresser, but then, u come back to reality. Essay looms ahead, ahoy there matey! Wat's that? Essay? Hard turn to port! Full speed lads! We have to outrun this "essay" creature or we'll be swamped! Move you scallywags!!!!!!!

Song now: Southern Twilight

Quote of the post: "im happy cos i eat bacon, bacon makes me look sexy, that's why i eat bacon" - weeble and bob