Finished!!! FINISHED!!!! THE ESSAY IS DONE!!!!
I have one day of rest before I start thinking about the next one. Yay!!!! Yay!!!!!!!

Watched Battle Royale yesterday, shall give you the low-down when I can. Not now though, am tired.

Finally, candz, I dunno wat to say in these kinds of situations but I'm here if you ever need me yar? Call me if you need anything ok? Nothing's too small.
*hugs*

Small comfort from a non-believer, but I'll hope for a miracle, as much as I can

wanted to write this yesterday but the damn net died on me. so i write this now.

Boy and girl
Up the hill
Past the forest
On a boat
Across the forest
Dash the falls
To a new world
a new new life
Run
Run
Run away
Under the night sky
Hand in hand

A cliche

The boy fell, feet tripped on rotted
root, bone split and shattered
blood the crimson pain of realism
colors of purple spread and the boy walks
no more
Fever dreaming
then no more, no more
The girl in fury and anger and gried
and insanity
throws herself on the rocks
Body smashed and pain, real as it is intense
or intense because it is real
And with her dying breath
she curses her parents, the world, God
But not love

For both believed in love
They were in love, with a
fairytale
That will probably never come true

Had a nice chat with Ams. She knocked sense into me through webcam and she looks fabulous and not flabulous. Especially in that hot red top :) *hugs*
thanx babe, no sense in me yet but u were close

still tired and sick and feeling horrid and work is still piling up
wat else is new

"heaven's not enough
if when you get there..
just another blue
and heaven's not enough
you think you've found it
and it loses you" - steve contre (Heaven's not enough)

i like tired sounding songs

Am quite tired and feeling quite bad today. The stress and flu seems to be getting to me more than I thought. Going to bed early and get up early. Seeya.

http://www.diary-x.com/proposal.dx

sweetness knows no bounds.

Love comes its merry way
just like that,
A kiss on the hand, dramatic flair
romance of celebration
The hands knotted, bodies on the swing
Subtle ecstacy, soft reflection of the moment

To each his own they say she says he says
To each mine I say you say we say
As we drift on the boat to a path
of love carved from our beginnings to ends
And there, happiness waits, in that castle
Built by hands, both hands
and I nod my head, as I wait at the gate
"Welcome home"

and you smile

That was in response. Pretty undramatic day. Was supposed to go to Williamstown but the organizer overslept so there goes that plan. Did a bit of work before procrastinating once more. And as usual, my stalkee saves the day. Sweetness does not even begin to describe this angel, yet I declare her sweet, for words leave me when faced with such frenship and utter cuddliness (not a word i think) that I can't help but smile. It takes a lot to make me smile/beam/grin.

and if in fate you believe
it will build you castles so beautiful
and wait for you with open arms by the gate

Wow, did absolutely NOTHING today other than catching up with frens and having wine at night. Procrastination, our fren, our buddy. He sits by our side, with an arm over the shoulder, reassuring the idle mind that there would still be time. And I believe him.
Damn.

"Christianity is not abt a set of rules that we have to follow, yes, the Bible has guidelines as to how we shd live our lives and God has commandments for us to follow. This is how I perceive all this: If I follow the guidelines and the Lord's commandments, it is because I chose to do to, I want to do so out of love and respect for my God, and not because I have to do it, if not I wun go to Heaven." - Beckz

OMG, smartest thing I've heard for a looong loooong time. Rules are meant to be bent, guidelines are there to be followed. God gave us a choice, time to exercise the freedom people.