It's times like this that I really have to wonder whether I'm doing my best out here, not just wasting my time. Was at an internet cafe playing C&C Generals with my friends. Killed them all, I have the tactics...but feels hollow inside. Maybe it's because I was using up assignment time. Maybe not. It's 3am once again, and I'm gonna devote 2 hours of my time before going to sleep. Another waste of a good day. A student's life I guess.
My friend headed over to JB HiFi to get the Animatrix, spurned on by the wondrous movie that is the Matrix Reloaded. I wasn't that wowed though, too much action, too little plot, usual digs. Damn hype. Animatrix is different though, it's like art. Or maybe I'm just attracted to it for it's anime quality...being the hormonally charged teenager I am.
So many maybes, so little time to ponder.

ok, got time to talk a bit before doing work.. it's almost 3am and I just took a nice hot bath after stumbling home from a fren's place. I had fish and chips at HER place (I bought of course), then we watched Charmed. She invited me over to watch that... so yeah. Wanted to leave at about 9 but Kenny (my housemate) called to tell me of a bday party at another fren's place... starting at midnight. So I was at her place til then. We watched a lot of TV..... sighz... been a while since I've done that. My god, the shows they air on television these days... no wonder I don't watch it. I feel a bit frustrated, even as we're getting closer... cause I can't get any closer.... but we'll see... Im patient.
Kenny keeps on complaining about the antics of his cousin Kenwei and Kenwei's sis Xin. Seems like Kenwei doesnt treat his sis right.. which I agree. Now, I'm not one to take sides, but Kenny's right. I'll explain why later... let's just say brothers should take care of sisters more often. Anywaes, 3 now and I need to get to work...
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I'm on the moon today... Y? I had a wonderful date yesterday! Yes, with a gal, not a figment of my imagination... at least, I hope it wasn't. Who was it? Was a gal I met at a birthday party on Monday, asked her out to dinner and she said yes. Was fun, went back to her place to ahem ^__^, dun look at me like that!!! We watched Austin Powers at her place (Austin still rocks.. yeah babee!) and then talked. And talked and talked.... my God, I had fun. I think she did too. Isnt that the main thing. Check this out, she's also left-handed!! LEFT HANDED!!! I think she's my soulmate, if not, reminds me of a girl I know back home. One of my bestest frens, always bubbily and happy and smiley. Ugh. Not that it's bad ^_^ Anyways, there's just one catch, wait for it, she's attached *dramatic thunderclap*. Yes, she's attached, sad to say. Her boyfren's back in Singapore, studying in a Uni there (forgot to ask which one), and he's a top student kind of person. Who am I to go against odds like those? Me.. with a CDD in my A Levels. Who's in the Art Faculty, no future ahead except being a poor writer.
But... but, I really am enjoying her company, I really want to be with her, I really am fond of her....dare I say.. like her? Should I move on? Or heck it as I asked my friend before calling her out? Dare I? I don't want to be someone who steals another's gf away.... isn't that the rule? I dun noe, I've been hurt like that before, it just ain't right. But it feels so right when I'm with her.... Becky, my fren from perth, says I shouldnt be too involved, and not to fall deep, I dunno... I really dunno.
Anyways, I'll just play it slow, friends to good friends, good friends to close friends, close friends to *dare I hope* more than friends? Maybe... maybe not. Whatever happens happens... let that be a lesson to you kids....