Man, Vice City is fun. Nothing like riding a motorcycle in the city gunning down screaming people to make your day. Ahh... machineguns. Cant live without them, no sirree.
I went down to the docklands with some frens for a bday dinner. Fren was treating u see. FREE DINNER! YAY! Anywaes, went down to a seafood restaurant there...apparently cannot make any bookings so by the time we reached there, we were told the earliest we could get a table would be in an hours' time. Same for another seafood restaurant. So we headed to an Italian restaurant and had well.. italian food. Wasn't bad, a different taste ^_^ Then some weird women came walking past and chanting "GO HOME CANADA" over and over again. Weird. Maybe Rugby or something, dunno.
For the finale, our frens decided to strip Jordon (bday boy) in public. He guessed wat we were doing and started running away. Naturally, we chased and according to the law of the hunt, the prey ALWAYS falls down. He fell. Funny thing was that while he was moaning and groaning on the floor, those gals came again, surrounding him b4 we could get there and said "Awwww.... GO HOME CANADA GO HOME!" Fans, love them. Anywaes, we ended up feeling sorry for Jordon and let him off. We so nice.
moral of the story? Wine is nice ^^

Hmm... time to contemplate and brood....
done
wat did I find out? I'm no thinker =)

Song now: Siroi Yami no Naka by Shakka Zombie

Quote of the Post:

* rei-gouki waits impatiently for the ep with Sailor Mercury in it
rei-gouki: >.<
maskerade: .........
maskerade: my God
maskerade: rei
maskerade: get a hold of urself
maskerade: do u noe wat ur tokking about?
rei-gouki: cute little chicks in sailor costumes
rei-gouki: :)
maskerade: hmmm...
maskerade: makes sense
maskerade: in a hentai kinda way

I like to be alone at times. Helps me think. Let's me sing. Nothing greater than the joy of singing, not even sleep.
Sometimes I think Im a hindrance, an irritant. Dunno, know Im not usually, but at times, I cling onto pple too much. Not good at all. To those I disturb too much, sorry yar? I'll try to be less overbearing yar?
Jordon's bday thingy tonite.... forgot to wish him couple of days ago, so happy bday dude. Sorry it took this long ^_^ Ur prezzie is on its way~~~~
Just finished Key the metal idol, it's weird. Starts off good, then bad, good, bad, good, bad etc. Recommended? Not really.
Wanna watch Battle Royale, looks interesting. Details still sketchy but wanna watch it! Ask manda for the dvd thingy to borrow. But so many things to watch! So little time! Shld be doing work but cant be fucked. oops. I swore. Fuck fuck fuck. Wheeee!!!!!

Song now: The nearness of you - Nora Jones

Quote of the Post: what's gundamed!! -Daz

Phew, survived wednesday and the rest of the week is mine!!!! Wheee.... wednesdays are like my worst days, chock-full of studying goodness! Wasnt that bad in the morning. Got back my World Politics essay and I did ok. H2b... not THAT bad. Had a marketing lecture and gave pple butterfingers cause I was feeling nice (U missed out manda!) Then, was dragged by Ginny to hand in surveys.... which I find very stupid and boring cause no one tells the truth anywaes. But I did cause I absolutely hated the course. Seriously hated. Lots of 'disagrees' in mine.

Went to some Law Moot thingy today. It's like an actual debate in a court room. Ppl used technical terms that bored me, so I fell asleep. Ginny and Candice tried to be understanding but I am an ignorant person. For that ,I apologize gal. Also realised that when ur not in a society, ur not in a society. At the after-moot cocktail, people were socializing, talking about law, essays, assignements and I stand there...looking dumb. Even Ginny knew a little about law from all the papers she looked at. Me? I didnt know wat to do. All these pple could talk better than me, smarter, more talented. I had no advantages, nor did I know anything. A little self-conscious with a low self-esteem I know. Ah well, that's me. Weak.

Almost got hit by a car today. Looked the wrong way and didnt see any cars. Then I stepped out. Ginny pulled me back just as a car went speeding by inches from me. I was stunned for a moment. You know in youth, you believe you can never die? Man, I was shaken. I almost got hit by a car. My life didnt flash b4 my eyes cause I didn't know of the danger but wow... I ALMOST GOT HIT BY A CAR. The enormity of the situation didn't hit me til I've had time to sit down and write this down. I ALMOST GOT HT BY A CAR. Wat if I got hit by a car? Wat if I died? Promised myself not to play 'wat ifs' anymore but I ALMOST GOT HIT BY A CAR. dun wanna tok about it now.

Song now: Haruka by Pierrot
Quote of the Post: "And now, angry ticks fly out of my nipples." - Rejected (Don Hertzfeld)

You know it's a beautiful day when
1) The sun is out
2) It's hot
3) There isn't a cloud in the blue blue sky
4) Sleeping in the park suddenly seems like a great idea

It's a great day today! And what did I do? Went to school, went to borders and went home. The End. I'm getting boring. People dun expect me to be a boring person but I'm becoming like one. One even said I was getting predictable. I look back and I see that it is true!!! People guess what I say, what jokes I make, before I can do it myself. Cannot let that happen!!! Gonna be even more random this week, so dun be afraid if I spout weirder things than normal yar?

finally, manda's webbie is done! It's a great site for checking out bars, drinks and such. Kudos on the great site dear. A definite H1! I would have placed the link here but have to check with her first...it is a school project after all.


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Song now: Aint afraid to die by Dir En Grey

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My God... lemme proclaim that Butterfingers...is ORGASMIC. I cannot think of many words that can describe this alluring, fabulous...taste. U MUZ TRY IT. Now I noe why women dig chocolates... but this... this.... no wonder they say chocolates can satisfy in ways no man can. Need more.. crave more.....
SChool again today... not much to say. I think I get closer to the gals every day. Danny asked me why I had such a huge following of women around me. I smile and replied, "Danny boy... I'm an Arts student." Getting closer to gals is good right? Not all gals are there to be girlfrens! Infact, I like having GAL frens who arent prospects. It's a nice feeling. Very free.
*hugs* to all the gals I know! And that's no small feat ;)

Johan and Vic were writing speeches at my place. For those who dun noe, Johan is running for Treasurer and Victor president of MUOSS. So overseas student, vote for them. Dun make the speeches I burnt for them go to waste.
"Johan, wat kind of speech is this??" *sizzling sound of burning paper*
Vote for them. Do I get paid now?

Song now: morphine by Shiina Ringo

Quote of the post: Derek! U let the ring get cold! - Stef

So tired!!!! Went swimming today andnow I'm pooped. It's only 1130pm but I'm yawning like mad.... time for some sleep i guess. Dun like sundays... are usually boring. Im a night person i think. Heh.

Sitting by a light
Watching the cows dance on my cup
I look at the ceiling
Where's my milk?

Song now: Sailing Days

Quote of the post: "You have to bonk me on the head one day" - Amabel

Had a good bbq! Frenly cool pple, great bday girl, good food (kudos to cook and marinator...sounds like terminator but that's another story for another day). Anywaes, amanda, bday's all done... so ur normal now! Muahahahahhaha.... dun have to bow and scrape to you anymore ur highness!!!! Kidding dear. I'll always bow and scrape, and remind you how cool and great and pretty u are ;) Love ya! Hmm... seem to be saying that a lot, but dun worry, it's all true. Well, 70% is true. Any more and Ming will kill me very slowly and laugh very loudly while doing it ^_^

And now... a story.

Years ago, I was a young boy craving for acceptance in a school, the place where ties are forged, enemies made and people noticed. Then, I wanted to be noticed. I wanted to be accepted. I tried to show off intelligence by making corny jokes, snide comments, things that made pple chuckle once and then forget. I was hoping for them to remember me. It didn't work very well. That wasn't who I am. I was ostracized, thrown out into the winds of non-acceptance. It was the equivalent of dying of thirst. One of my present frens even told me he hated me and thought I was a fake. Well, I was. Why? I did all those actions thinking about consequences. I thought about what they would think too much. I didn't think about throwing caution to the wind. Meaning, I thought too much about the wrong things.

So I decided to shed the skin. I let people in, slowly, but headfirst. I did things knowing they would laugh. I became the clown, but one they could befriend. How? I threw caution to the wind and did what I thought I should do without thinking. In other words, I took the first step, not caring what happened. And now I'm PEP, Pang Ee Pin, and known to all. Famous, infamous, crazy, mad, weird, PEP. People call me the great pretender cause I keep pretending I was cool, handsome, lover to women everywhere. Heh, they call me that cause they know I make fun of myself. They knew I didn't care. Rather, I relished the name. If you don't take the first step, if you don't relish the names, if you don't taste the air, observe the hummingbird, chat up a storm... wat's there to do then?

I'm a shy individual. But I try...seriously. I try to make frens, not with snide comments, not with some interesting quirk of myself, but by trading a bit of myself with others. Let them sample PEP. If they like it, wat's to stop them from continuing?

For all the pple who are falling asleep reading this, moral of the story.
PEP rule no 2: Watever happens happens.
Be yourself, dun try to be smart. Dun try to outdo pple. Let pple in a little.
Wonder, but don't worry. Think, but don't agonize.

They aint rules to live by, and they aren't much help for the future. I mean, Im seriously stumped about what to do in the future. But when that happens, I'll think about it a little.

Song now: The ship by Yoko Kanno
Quote of the post:

"Whatever happens happens" -Spike Spegiel from Cowboy Bebop