Sorry if i havent been blogging recently... hell bz and shit. Packing, bbq, and good ole comp died. Thus, reformatting. Which is a good thing... almost like a reset button where things that should not be working... well... work.
Wish life was like that. Anywaes, it's spick and span now and i want it to stay that way.

It's damn hot too. Scorching... and... hot. Can barely stand it, thank God for Watermelon smoothies. One of God's greatest achievements.

Almost done with packing... I think. Been wasting so much time. And the heat aint helping.

Things to think about today. Watched Big Fish and it was wonderful. A beautiful, time-travelling trip of fascination and fantasy. Very enjoyable. And touching as well... especially seeing the relationships between son and father. Actually cried.... sensitive me ;)

Anywaes, brings me to think about my own relationship with my dad, which isnt the best in the world. Plus, brought me to thinking of how life could be. The main character did everything, he's determined, he's ambitious. He did the world.

I don't even know how to drive. I am timid. Go figure.

Also, relationship thinking again. I think I'm afraid of committing to anything related to love. It's like I flirt but show signs of not being totally interested. It's not that I'm not, I'm afraid to be interested, and it's reciprocated in my actions, that easy laugh and the air of non-chalance. Just a thought.

Imagine your girlfrend. Imagine your girlfriend being introduced to you by a girl whom u like. That girl likes you too... but introduces your current girlfriend anywaes.

Imagine you do fall in love with your girlfriend. And you are a couple. She waits for you for a date and you buy presents to surprise her. Right before you meet though, you chance upon the girl u used to like... who tells you its her bday and wants you to buy a present for her. You buy her a ring cause that's what frens do. Then you say goodbye and go home.

Imagine reaching the meeting point and not finding your girlfren.

Imagine finding out she's been hit by a car...waiting for you.

Imagine it's 3 years down the road now. Life goes on. You work part-time at a restaurant. You have a girlfriend. She has a ring which you bought for her for her bday 3 years ago.

Now... imagine... the girl who was hit by a car, your past love, didn't die. She was in a coma and then... she wakes up.

Dramatic? Complicated? Damn right. Wanna watch more.

Blogger adamantly refuses to let me blog without resorting to 5000 refresh clicks. HAHA. I WIN BLOGGER! I am BLOGGING.

Anywaes, had a very very very very very boring day today. Woke up late, went to Vincent's place to work on the song and am very excited about the song and the singers we have. The singers are amazing. VERY AMAZING. And Vincent's composition is nothing short of inspiring. Very good stuff there. Also realised I communicate badly without English as I tried to talk to Vincent's Japanese friend. 30 minutes with a Jap babe... well... almost babe and we had almost no conversation. Damn language barrier. Hand signals don't work well too.

Just finished a round of soccer-watching.... never did watch much soccer until this year... pretty amazing... am really learning a lot. Also watched the Terminal yesterday which is a pretty damn good show. Imagine a man stuck in the international terminal for 9 months. Yes, castaway in a more... domestic, volleyballess setting. Has humourous plate-spinning Indinan old man and Catherine Zeta Jones the Goddess too. Bittersweet man... bittersweet. Not much of a climax though.

I'm bored. People... bring me out.