What's it all for I wonder? To be a spark that dies before becoming a flame. What's the point of pushing so hard and so far, just to lose it all before it happens? I don't know anymore. And I still miss her.

I don't know wat to think anymore. There's something inside me, but I don't know what it is. To put it in terms of understanding...

I just found out that a fren of mine had passed away in a car accident in korea. I do not know the details, or if the information is true. But I have some form of turmoil inside of me that I cannot understand. I don't know her that well, we were never close. But we were friends, we could talk, we had some classes together, we had a clique of friends, and I even had coffee with her several times.
To not know what happened to her... I can't settle some feelings in me.

But still, the traditions must be kept, though I know little of what they should be.

Dear Angie, you were an inspiration in class, with a ready smile, a gentle personality, a vibrant gaze that caught others. You were beautiful beyond description, and wonderful beyond words. You seldom laughed, prefering to languish in the background with your smiles and witty comments, but when u did laugh, it was a twinkling sound that was totally infectious. Everytime I saw you, it was like a breath of fresh air.

I wish I had known you better

I wish I had talked to you more

I wish we had not lost that contact we used to share

I cannot put the feelings in me to words, I cannot describe the speeches my heart wishes to make. But goodbye dear one. Be at the place which is paradise. Be at the place which is peace to you. you are with me always and will always be there in my heart.

Fare thee well
My own true love
Farewell for a while
I’m going away
But I’ll be back
Though I go 10,000 miles

10,000 miles
My own true love
10,000 miles or more
The rocks may melt
And the seas may burn
If I should not return

Oh don’t you see
That lonesome dove
Sitting on an ivy tree
She’s weeping for
Her own true love
As I shall weep for mine

Oh come ye back
My own true love
And stay a while with me
If I had a friend
All on this earth
You’ve been a friend to me

- 10000 miles


Goodbye dear one. Goodbye.
Dammit, wish i had at least a pic of her...