I don't know what I want
I don't know who I am
I am shaped by events rather than shape them
I rely on people too much
I cannot stop relying on people
I care too much of feelings
I get intimidated too easily


sorry for another useless post.
On another note, seeya Neth, u bastard.

oh yar, dun watch Brothers Grimm

Thoughts in my mind at the moment include:

I'm slacking off too much.
I want to live in a hole, with no expectations of me, with no human interaction, with nothing.
I've been eating too much.
My story's full of plot holes.
LOTR is really a frigging masterpiece.
I need to know how to do a Bminor chord on the guitar.

Nothing much has been happening except for catching Corpse Bride, which is devilishly wonderful. Not as great as Nightmare Before Christmas (now that was a work of evil art), but still a delight to watch. Also love my shan!!!!

And I think I'm a nuisance to pple. No reason why I think like that. I just do. I'm sad like that.

Listening to Boa so that I can catch that damn Bminor chord! I noe G, A, D, C and Em now.... woohoo!!!

Woohoo, my eye is fine once again. Yes good pple, I have eagle eyesight once more, and my world is a picture-perfect scenic bonanza again!

I apologize for my odd poetic injustice to the world, but things have to be said when my right eye becomes crystal clear, making me beautiful once more!

Saturday, when to work, bought lots of books and went to Cheryl's bday party in the evening. Was good, with good food and good cake. Mmmmm... i like cake. Cake makes me feel good. Especially smeared all over me. Mmmmm......

And on Sunday, with little sleep, met up with my Dad's frens and showed them around. Got back in time for a 30+ pple bbq which was rather fun cause of all the cousins there. I'm getting used to them now. Cleaning up is no fun and our bin is overflowing a tad. Don't worry, it's only 29230580293850928 flies.

And shows to d/l include Arresting Development, Family Guy, The Office.