Dont even think about Singapore now. It should be the last thing on your mind.

And that's the end of it. I don't know what to do now. I don't know what to say, what to do and how to do it. I'm lost... friends are far from me, work eludes me, no partner to share my burden. I'm on the verge of a slump... I know I shouldn't be but I am. I almost lost control today, being shot down in the span of seconds cut me deep.

Jus so u noe, Im still alive. This blog is still alive. And the world's citizens do breathe daily, though I'm afraid this happy number decreases steadily as the planet gets older.

Been bumming this Easter weekend. With a 6 hour DOTA game on Thurs night, some PS2 gaming on Good Friday, more gaming on Sat, and a nice 32985743968743698437 hour walk from Brighton beach to St Kilda beach. Ah... the high life. Did I mention more gaming?

Dammit.. am in a state of complacency... need to get a job quick... or it's like... salesman for me.