I don't know since when I've changed to, such a cold-hearted guy
I have to warm this frozen heart and take it out to thaw
When love is all I'm feeling, I am happy that's for sure
I'm gonna make my coming days and fill them, fill them all of joy
I've let myself down more than once, it hurts too much you see
I'm just a selfish loser caring only of my soul
I don't give my heart to no one cause I don't wanna waste my time
I tried so hard to love you babe, to slip out of this hole
Sorrow is what I hate, it's now one of my traditions
Regrets taught me how to make all those hard decisions
Peace is always by my side but I've never felt it once
Love's not just a word, only if you really care
Well, I'm scared, scared, scared, scared to death
And I'm scared to keep on going on my way
Well, I'm scared, scared, scared, scared to death
And I'll tell myself I'm special till the end
Recalling my torn, broken, aching heart of these long days
And all the memories I wanted to throw them all away
Recalling, breaking, aching, crying, making sure of me
And I take them all and grin at my future on the way
- Slip Out (Beck)