A family is war and peace.


Poker night! Poker night!

I think i just signed my life away. It happened so quickly, like the advent of a supernova, its particles steamlining past layers of atmospheric pseudo-protection, searing past defences in an instant.

or something like that.

on another note, I've got a new fone!!!! a Samsung d600. pretty sleek-looking, with coolness attached and an interesting slide feature that feels so right in my hand. Like phallus.

Goddamn hand not listening to brain again.

So yeah, after wat... 3 years with my old polyphonic ancient wonder of scrached exterior, I have here a fone that actually looks cool in some pple's books. Plus, have an mp3 ringtone always scores points for me. No more midi for me no... we is upgrading!

Dream on by

hey u there
what are you doing there
staring past the cold cold air
painting ribbons in your hair

why are those eyes
trying to find yourself
now you seem to lose yourself
changing ribbons by yourself

come close to me
let me tell you what it is
to reach and touch the dark abyss
maybe hold and then maybe kiss

and I...
and I... will take you
and I...
and I... will make you crash

watch the time
dont you think its quite unkind
try so hard and yet be blind
to the worlds pantomine

ease your heart in
raging battles will begin
all the loving and the sin
mixes well like ice and gin

wont you accept
the hand that pats you on the back
the map that brings you back on track
the kiss that tries so hard to respect

and I...
and I... will take you
and I...
and I... will make you crash

too many times i've walked
too many paths in front of me
so many choices to go
so many tries to be
still we're wandering madness
trapped in this shell of a life
still if your hand holds on to mine
oh what a life

and I...
and I... will take you
and I...
and I... will make you crash

who sets the sun
to rise before your day's begun
to fall before you've had your fun
and sit by as we're trying to run

oh what a life we lead
what a world this turned to be
swimming past the sand and sea
still there leaves you and me

oh dream on by
oh dream on by


- eepin

dedicated to those who just wanna understand this damn world, and a little princess of course

Yesterday, I saw a Sun set. It wa a brilliant orange, its mix of hues indescribable, its significance on me profound. It reminded me of the idyllic things in life, the power of nature, the smallness of me. It showed me what the future could matter, and how my path would not.

Then, I went to dinner and I cared not anymore.

My feelings are mixed atm, the definite depression beforehand almost gone thanks to a nice, long talk with a lovely fren. Still, my life has not changed. I guess I need to search longer.
Went out with some frens recently, hung out, chatted, I have missed such days. Without any responsibilities, to not desperately reach out for something that isn't there. To not stumble about in a self-made darkness.

A tad melodramatic. Let's up the tempo shall we?

Ladies and gents of all species... here is La Porchetta... with the Kenny gang!



Notice Kenny, whose face is blocked by beautiful me.



Derek and his beaus. The girlfren on his right, the boxing champ on the left.



Me and MY beaus, Kenny sits to my right, good ole Neth on the other side.



After 7 slices of pizza, a couple of plates of pasta, I still went for some traditional gelati. Ah gelati, the ice of life.



Just be glad it aint smeared over my bodice. It will look good I swear!

See, i do have pictures! Hmph... my social life aint a myth anymore! Heads up to princess, whose bday came and went like the summer's breeze. Happy bday princess!