Wow, I'm working with this new blogger interface.... rather interesting ^_^
Had a small bbq today... it's a mongolian kinda thing. Rather delicious, then my fren had to dumo chilli all over my bowl, thus spoiling my appetite. To those who don't know me, I'm not a big fan of chilli...hot chilli.
Omg, I'm listening to Beyond the Sea by Robbie Williams from the Finding Nemo ost, it's sooo nice!! I hereby proclaim it my morning wake up song. big band songs have a way to get you to groove don't you think?

I went to the museum today, I could get in free becos of some offer. Was boring though...sigh, visiting the museum a second time is definitely bad. Bad, and boring. Got home only to find my PS2 was lent out to some1, sighz. It'll be back soon, thank goodness. Can't live without it. Seriously. It's a main part of my life now. It must be there! Whether I use it or not ^_^
That's about it. Still on my Robin fic, it's taking ages, but I'm almost done. Hopefully it's within the file size, or else it's time to cut stuff out. Argh.

I have been a fool.
I was at Crown, wasting my evening away with my frens at the arcade there where I chanced upon other frens and a sweet girl who so happened to also be my ex-girlfren. You could say that she was my first, and the first cant usually be forgotten easily. When she dumped me, I was almost totally devastated. Now I keep on avoiding her and that's bad for my health. So I met her today. I spoke to her a bit, even joked and teased her. It looked, sounded natural...but it did not FEEL natural. At least on my part. Maybe I need closure or something. Anywaes, it's also unfair to my frens, who have to ask her and me out separately. I hate to lose my frens. Hate to lose anybody, fren or not. So I have been a fool. Thus, it's my resolution to go talk to her once and for all, get it over and done with, and see what happens. I'm almost 21 for God's sake, it's time I did something risky and crazy. And it's already been 4 months. It's perhaps the best way.

My frens came over to my place yesterday night. They had a erm... lynching party. They were talking about another friend of mine. All the bad stuff and how it's bad. For 3 hours. Makes me wonder if the good points of a person can be done in the same amount of time. Don't think so. I don't speak ill of anyone. Well, I try not to, even if there's a reason for it. Ain't right. Bad things should be said in front of a person so he can change or kick u away. It's up to him, not us. Backstabbing won't solve anything. But I'm a pacifist kind of person. A bad point of me I guess. Don't get me started for the next 3 hours pls ^_^

Btw, go play Postal 2.... it can really relieve stress. I recommend sick, deprived, sadistic pple to play. Fun.

I watched Bruce Almighty today with a fren and lemme tell you this... it's hell (oops) funny! Jim Carrey just has a way of being so silly you can't help but laugh. People relate to him as a funnyman, so he can't really play any other role. Ah well. Anywaes, go watch the show, it's rather good. Got tons I wanna catch too, like Finding Nemo, Bad Boys 2 etc. So many shows, too little time! And money. Guess who I went with for the movie. HER. Her being erm... M (I shall call her that becoz im shy ^_^)... I know I shouldn't be asking her out or getting close to her... but I can't help it. She exubes a certain energy I cannot resist. Dammit! I don't dare go any further cause it's not my place.. and I dun like the awkardness to set in. ARGH. That's my love life...full of no hits, plenty of misses. Hmmm... sounds like my life in general.
I didn't do much before the movie...played a bit of the PS2 and watched some episodes of Gundam Seed. My life sounds soooo pathetic, maybe I should get a job... or do the driving thingy. But I'm too lazy and procrastinate a lot. It worries me. Got some writing to do for the fanfic competition in this year's manifest, almost done. Ah, who am I kidding, only half done, got til the 12th to hand it in. It's been a while since I started on a new project. All my others are left hanging. You can't really call me a man of my word. Heh.
Still miss my frens back home but I can't go back yet. I won't too, seems like a waste of time in June. I might as well waste it here.
ok, laters, Im sleepy