Happy Bday to Shan... my sis. No, not the twin sister, my real flesh and blood sis with 8 years of diff. Not a great sis, but my only sis.. and for that im semi-grateful ;)

Once again I ask... where the hell is every1????

Funny how things turn out. Somebody wanna get out of sch... i want in again. Heh. Anywaes, been a semi-productive day today, didn't leave the room. Had no work today you see. Anywaes, been typing and typing on a story im working on. With luck, it should be done by next week. It's shaping up quite nicely... I think.

Yes, my blogs are getting shorter and shorter. But what to do. Life aint really that interesting nowadays. It's get up, work, earn my grub, eat, go to room or watch tv, sleep. I try to add zest but you know how it goes.

And where is everyone? Nobody deems me worthy to talk to me... online or otherwise.

It all began with a snipe. A snipe at me. Now, me being insulted isnt a new thing. I can take it, I can let the words just flow by me and smile. But he insults my frens. He questions my judgement in choosing them, he insults my frens' integrity and capabilities. Can they get me a job indeed. So I snapped and I said bad things. It's my fault for getting hot-headed and I AM guilty. I don't care if he treats me bad or uses me as an targeting board in front of billions. I don't give a damn. My ego protects me. I'm more matured than that. But not my frens. Never that.

Tried to apologize but couldn't. Gutless to the max man. So it's the letter for me. America's favourite form of communication.