This is late cause I was desperately studying for a test... but....

HAPPY BDAY MANDA!!!!!!!!!!!!



"She's a beaut, we all know that!" The Age and every bloody newspaper in the world!

if, beauty, intelligence, cuteness and the definite chic come in a package, it would be called Pang Ee Pin, but Amanda aint that far off ;)

Happy bday babe, you aint THAT old. Striperella says so.

On other news, Shan dedicated a bit of her blog to good ole me. I love that girl. A mother-of-pearl delight, an ecletic mix of passion, humour and pure spunkiness, simply... wonderful.



"5 out of 5 stars!" The Washington Post

Summer came to peek at us today. A whopping 32 degrees good people, nice and sweltering. I love summer, the God of Tanktops, Spaghetti Straps and Miniskirts. Who could ask for more? Maybe a little cooler wind thanks very much.

Had a test today. Let's just say it could have gone better... so much... better. It wasn't hard, no, it was pretty easy.. IF U STUDIED FOR IT.
I found it... hard.

And I found my bday present. Bone... the entire BONE, in a paperback. Eighty bucks.. .thanks frens. Well, will thank them when they buy it.. cant wait!!!!

Watch Shaun of the Dead. Tis good.

The End.



"OH MY GOD WAT THE FUCK IS THAT!!!!" - Daily Post

I am in thrall of gorgeous gorgeous music. Ask me for them. You won't regret it... im serious. People say I have weird taste as my tastes tend towards the exotic, ethnic and just plain weird. For a song to get my attention, it must be epic, or poignant, but not overly-done like a dunkin donut. No, it has to be unique in its own way.

And there's nothing like dinner with relatives to put the future into perspective. The world's moving on. Perhaps I have to too.

Bad alliteration aside... you know what I mean.

I just wanna be loved



fuck. i shouldnt stand next to goddesses. brings out the oil globules on my nose.

Beauty is within us

O mother dear
Look what you've done
To your forlorn and once beloved son
Why was I born at all?
O mother dear
I'm such a freak
A mutant man, a woman underneath
Why was I born at all?

It's you I blame for all the shame
This anguish and this aching
The mirror turned against the wall
Myself despised, forsaken
*You say, "Beauty is within us, your mother knows"
"There's a beauty that's within us, just like a rose"
You say, "Beauty is within us, so let it grow"
But it's grown so dark and ugly

O mother dear
I curse you so
For breathing life into your wretched son
Why were you born at all?
O mother dear
I love you so
O please forgive this anger in my soul
Without you I'm alone

It's me who's been eternally damned
Trapped inside this cage, a ruined man
All damaged and depraved

O mother dear
This misery
Has settled like a stain upon my skin
-a vast unspoken sin

And my mistake is much too late
But your mistake was trusting
That out of grief, a goodness comes
And love comes out of lusting

You say, "Beauty is within us, your mother knows"
"There's a beauty that's within us, just like a rose"
You say, "Beauty is within us, so let it grow"
But it's grown so dark and ugly

You say, "Beauty is within us, your mother knows"
"There's a beauty that's within us, just like a rose"
You say, "Beauty is within us, so let it grow"
But it's grown so dark I can not see you anymore

"O beauty is within us, mother knows"
"O beauty is within us, like a rose"
"O beauty is within us, let it grow"
O mother dear, let me out of here!

Vocal: Scott Matthew
Words: Chris Mosdell
Music: Yoko Kanno


Now is that angst or wat. Tune's superb too. And tasting meat after 6 days... is... fab. Back to the routine. The vegetable God looks after us still.