This year has been sort of a rollercoaster of good and bad. Just the week alone has been quite the mixed bag of emotions, of tensions, normality and surprises. Or perhaps it's these incidences that finally speak of my normality.

Really don't know what to do.

The surprises are pleasant, and the window of opportunity is there so I will do my best and not fuck it up.

Anyways, this currently has my full attention. Well, that and Half Life 2.