My God, how the bite has swelled. My eye looks as if it's been through a round of boxing. A bad round for me it seems. It's that swollen. And it's UGLY. UGH.

On a plus, I went down to Taco Bill's for some good ole fooding to celebrate bday.



Birthdays never looked so good. Ok, so the food was ok... but the company was gorgeous as usual.



Funnily enough, the entire restaurant sang my bday song. I really am that popular unfortunately. Being a celebrity and all.



Sigh, my twin, one of the loves of my life. Thanks for everything Shan! I lub u meeeeh!!!!!!!!!! Only 1.75 years and it feels i've known u all my life. *muax*

Thanks for everything everybody. Am really happy, and the eye seems to be stabilizing. Thankkeeess!!!

You have less than 10 more minutes to wish me a happy bday.

In the meantime....

My right eye is swollen. I dunno why. Think something bit me... on my bday... it's sad. And I have to see pple tmw, they'll think im ugly!!!! ME!!! UGLY!!!! No cinderella ball for me.... :(

Also, a bird attacked me today. Wat's with all the weirdness on the 17th i wonder. I was happily walking and this mynah swooped down and clawed my hair. It hovered and attacked and attacked until I ran.

Fuckin mynah 1, quivering Maccers-holding 23 bday boy nil.

So I had dinner with parents and relatives. Was ok I guess. Got money which is always good, and a book on haunted houses in oz... which... is always good....
And my sis hid my presents, using all these little clues to make me walk around the house in a quasi-like stupor. Was cool lar sis. Thanks.

And I have really sweet colleagues. During work, they brought out a chocolate cake with a candle in the middle. It was a super sweet thing to do lor, my mouth was opened in surprise. Serious! They are so cool.

And that's it. Thanks for the calls and stuff. And it's 12 and my bday is over! Long live me! Long live me! Long live me!

It's Abraham's dilemma
To kill the one you love
To please his God above
It's a sentimental thing

It's the garden inside Eden
You try to set aflame
You can't find the snake to blame
It's a sentimental thing

And the burdens of forever
Eat the moments of before
Still I mess up at the door
Oh no, it's a sentimental thing

Telling tales by the roadside
In the fire in the flames
Denying air beyond the natural
Yet still bringing out names

Another year of sorrow
Perhaps one more of pain
And when I look into tomorrow
I can't remember those names

The one thing of a mystery
It leaves us all behind
And gives us clues to find
It's a sentimental thing

And maybe there's a bright light
In a tunnel deep down below
Don't ask me I don't know
Oh no, it's a sentimental thing

It's a sentimental thing

I survive one more year.

Damn MSN Messenger is driving me insane. Simply put, it just WILL NOT stop signing in and out. It's very mortifying cause everybody knows important social matters occur on MSN. Without this MSN, we will all DIE.

YES. DIE.

So pls fix my MSN Messenger God.

Had a nice time in the city Sunday and Monday. Went around looking for Vic's present. Drove me and a couple of frens half-insane trying to find something good. Settled on perfume but he told us the ones i gave him 4 YEARS AGO, are still there. Barely touched.

So it's either a gift voucher, or a bag. Not that 500 dollar oroton one thank you very much.

Had an awesome time with my two lovely adopted sisters. I think they keep me around cause I let them bully me :(
I may be a sado-masochist after all. I'll keep those interested posted.

stop looking at me like that.

Went to watch "The Exorcism of Emily Rose". It's a pretty cool movie, less scary than intriguing. Am drove herself mad with fear without either me or shan's help, she did it all by herself. Cute lar.

Finally, listening to pretty decent music at the moment. Imogen Heap is pretty good stuff. Also, click this http://s24.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=1AY0XQAJJDQJO3H3VA32KPH1EA

for a song! An awesome song. So awesome....

Broken Heart

Though i have a broken heart
I'm too busy to be heartbroken
There's a lot of things that need to be done
Lord i have a broken heart

Though i have a broken dream
I'm too busy to be dreaming of you
There's a lot of things that i gotta do
Lord i have a broken dream

And i'm wasted all the time
I've gotta drink you right off of my mind
I've been told that this will heal given time
Lord i have a broken heart

And i'm crying all the time
I have to keep it covered up with a smile
And i'll keep on moving on for a while
Lord i have a broken heart

- Spiritualized

I can actually cry from this. I actually fuckin cried from this.