Phew, survived wednesday and the rest of the week is mine!!!! Wheee.... wednesdays are like my worst days, chock-full of studying goodness! Wasnt that bad in the morning. Got back my World Politics essay and I did ok. H2b... not THAT bad. Had a marketing lecture and gave pple butterfingers cause I was feeling nice (U missed out manda!) Then, was dragged by Ginny to hand in surveys.... which I find very stupid and boring cause no one tells the truth anywaes. But I did cause I absolutely hated the course. Seriously hated. Lots of 'disagrees' in mine.
Went to some Law Moot thingy today. It's like an actual debate in a court room. Ppl used technical terms that bored me, so I fell asleep. Ginny and Candice tried to be understanding but I am an ignorant person. For that ,I apologize gal. Also realised that when ur not in a society, ur not in a society. At the after-moot cocktail, people were socializing, talking about law, essays, assignements and I stand there...looking dumb. Even Ginny knew a little about law from all the papers she looked at. Me? I didnt know wat to do. All these pple could talk better than me, smarter, more talented. I had no advantages, nor did I know anything. A little self-conscious with a low self-esteem I know. Ah well, that's me. Weak.
Almost got hit by a car today. Looked the wrong way and didnt see any cars. Then I stepped out. Ginny pulled me back just as a car went speeding by inches from me. I was stunned for a moment. You know in youth, you believe you can never die? Man, I was shaken. I almost got hit by a car. My life didnt flash b4 my eyes cause I didn't know of the danger but wow... I ALMOST GOT HIT BY A CAR. The enormity of the situation didn't hit me til I've had time to sit down and write this down. I ALMOST GOT HT BY A CAR. Wat if I got hit by a car? Wat if I died? Promised myself not to play 'wat ifs' anymore but I ALMOST GOT HIT BY A CAR. dun wanna tok about it now.
Song now: Haruka by Pierrot
Quote of the Post: "And now, angry ticks fly out of my nipples." - Rejected (Don Hertzfeld)
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