Dont even think about Singapore now. It should be the last thing on your mind.

And that's the end of it. I don't know what to do now. I don't know what to say, what to do and how to do it. I'm lost... friends are far from me, work eludes me, no partner to share my burden. I'm on the verge of a slump... I know I shouldn't be but I am. I almost lost control today, being shot down in the span of seconds cut me deep.