Am depressed today. Desolate. Pressed down. Depressed.

Yet again, the ugly head of unemployment rears its ugly head, whispering at the back of my mind. And it's more urgent now. I mean... it's been almost 6 months. Of no work. Nothing decent. There's this sense of helplessness I'm feeling now. I dunno what I'm doing wrong, where to go, why it's like this, when this will end and how to solve it. It's like... hell depressing.

Coupled with the fact that I'm living with parents (not that big a problem), and have no girlfren and hung up over virginity (im actually ok with that), it is rather sad. Hell depressing.

And I cheer myself by reading this.