I dunno wat's wrong with me. I just can't be fucked. I can't... do anything. It's that feeling you get when you feel down but you dunno why. The world just seems a little blander, boring, with little colour.

Maybe it's because I haven't even begun my essay and have been spending too much time doing... nothing.

Maybe it's because I haven't had my nightly visit to Manda's place and dearly miss my neighbours.

Maybe it's because I didn't feel like cyber-cafing but did anyways and did not have fun.

Maybe God doesn't like me.

Maybe... other stuff.

I dunno. And I can't be fucked.