Dunno why I'm still awake. I must have more stamina than I thought.

Triplets of Belleville is so twisted and funny, it'll knock your socks off. You just have to able to endure 90 minutes of expressions and little dialogue. But the music is great and the show is just so good, you dun notice the time. Good ole Candz... er.. young Candz. My show buddy ^^

Friday was a bit of a bore. Suddenly had a lot of pent up energy. Too much that I destroyed Jo's house. Barricaded his door. Threw around his chairs. Tried to hit pple with golf clubs. Sorry dude. That time of the month.

Got myself some culture points today. Spent the whole day with Am. God must have been nice to me that day. Lovely company, great day. Good on ya God. Annnnywaes, woke up early to meet Am to go to a Caravaggio and Guy Bourdin exhibition. Caravaggio made me see things in a different light. Seriously. He paints the word REALISM and REALITY on your forehead. And you can't see anything else. He has this quality that brings the paintings to life, that stark... dark... quality. And lighting effect.
Bourdin is cool because of the eroticism he evokes in his photos. Very sexy. Very.

We went shopping... and boy did we go shopping. 6 hours worth. For everything. And I am proud to admit that I can hold a "Is this nice?" conversation about clothes with a woman now. Yes. All that training has paid off. It really is interesting. No, Im not gay. But if I am, Am would want me cause she can't have me ;)
Tired... but it was good. I mean, 2 hours searching for cushions. How can that not be fun? And with me? I'm gorgeous! With roguishly good looks to boot. Dun forget gorgeous. Oh wait...

Self worth. How much does one think about himself? And why? Explain in 2000 words or more. Plagerism will result in earhair strumming. It's late.
So how does one know his own worth? Through frens? Other pple? Random pple? Here's the generic, nice, simple answer. Yourself. You know u are of worth because u do. That's it. And as naive as it sounds, I believe it. Some pple have said I would not go far, some pple have said that I did suck, and had nuttin of value. And I have agreed, and then kill them in Soul Calibre 2. Their slow characters cannot match my Raphael! Muahhaha... anywaes, back to topic (2000 words is long... need to fill up the space), I judge myself, and it's already quite bad, so I dun need to listen to how others judge me. Ok, what if im arrogant? Or crazy? Or it seems that I have no pple skills whatsoever? Then pple tell me, then I work on it. It doesn't mean I'm any worse than you now right? So what if i can't do math? Try talking about how pornography harms women, or quote Donna Haraway's theory on cyborgs and transisent life in cyberspace. I can do that, you can't. I'm not greater, just different. If I'm bad at something, then I am. Nothing shameful about that. Have confidence, be able to tell pple to back off and eat monkeys, and you'll be fine.

Yes, eat monkeys. They have brains.

and yes, I am gorgeous n cool and all that. I mean, how can a woman resist me? I know kung fu.

ok... not kung fu. But I mean... Raphael!!!!!